Songs of South London
A Work in Progress
45
Of Esaw, Mabel, their second son Donal,
and the Street where they lived...
1.
Dawn
A path that led from a country churchyard
became a footpath over the fields
to a stile where Donal sat and watched
the sun tip up the night's dark shields
through clodded dirt he heard the footpath
resonate thickened with composted leaves
suggesting earth's accretion
how from all things natural beauty leaves
rain divided evenly about the stile
sunlight pared through cloud
a rainbow arched above the hedge
song thrushes sang out loud.
2.
Esaw
Esaw's a lonely old man
who ain't dipped his end in
to any of that honey
for a long long time
He sits on the steps
of tenement dreams
a waif on the edge
of an extinct happiness
remembering how it was
when he talked Mabel in
to the twenties
when men enraged
had marched and sung
and he was fired twice
for fighting
The Fusiliers took him in
took him to India
he brought back brass trays
boars tusks pictures of the Taj Mahal.
Esaw just sits
a soft spoken old man
his glass eye matched to his brown
One day in the desert at Frenchmen's Hell
he was blown up by a mine
and the Ministry insisted on sending him false ones
but the eyes they sent were always the wrong color
Remembering how it was
when he talked Mabel on
to his motorbike
and they went to Box Hill
He sits on the steps of tenement dreams
of piano playing in Peckham pubs
getting Mabel to give him back rubs
No one pays him any mind
or the men who lie
in the gutter beside
drunk a century ago
3
Mabel
Mabel was a barmaid
when Esaw first his eyes laid
on her charms
her face her arms
eyes that ogle
eyes that leer
men in braces
sipping beer
Smiling Mabel seemed to hear
a voice proclaim her prowess
Esaw swung around to glare
decided it was just a dare
(saw that William was not there)
While his fellows discussed the track
spilt beer on the counter started to tack
Esaw wondered
if he'd lost the knack
eyes that ogle
eyes that leer
men in braces
sipping beer
Was William with her that other night
when Esaw was coming home by bike
and saw him in the early light
in Mabel's street suspicious like
Esaw was a working man
when Mabel first to smile began
at him alone a special smile
that lasts and last and lasts a man
eyes that ogle eyes that behold
eyes that leer eyes that bind
men in braces a man and a woman
sipping beer growing old and kind
4
Ballad of The Street
This ballad spans the many years
that Donal tramped the Street...
listened to her many tales
who knew so many by their feet
A widow lived by Myatt's Fields
in Calais Gate off Cormont Road
her life was bleak as week by week
she bore a heavy load
Three kids were left her
when her husband died
one could walk two could run
The street could tell you which one lied
about hiding apples in a jug
or who drank the Christmas brandy
which one broke his mother's heart
which one brought her candy
They lived in roomy Calais Gate
the best flats for miles around
so well built that from outside
you couldn't hear a sound
She wished they had stayed in Brixton
where a motor bike was class
not found themselves amongst
the motorized top brass
But homes for wounded heroes
were provided at low rent
so Esaw and Mabel got
a flat from heaven sent...
Servants bells the children rang
when they pretended to be swank
lots of room for silver spoons
and trees outside not streets that stank
Home from the wars the soldiers came
and motor-cycles roared
like Esaw they tuned their Nortons'
and pretended to be Lords
Now William owned an Anglia
which he drove with leather gloves
he parked it in the City
if you please...
In the war he'd been a warden
patrolling Calais Gate
keeping watch for fires on rooftops
from next to Mabel's grate
Now his wife patrolled in turn
looking for her man...
as Sergeant Esaw once looked for him
when he heard they were holding hands
The street had seen it coming
seen it develop over time
watched Esaw Mabel Bill and Doris
acting out their mime
Poor Esaw didn't last long
he had a stroke one New Year's Eve
then Bill resumed his visits
fooled the kids with makebelieve
But Doris wasn't fooled at all
nor were the kids for long
she paced outside their windows in the cold...
Then the street knew what was wrong
The kids were growing up fast
to Bill they didn't take too kind
especially when Doris
accosted them outside
This tale went on for many years
before the play was done...
and the world of childish make believe
had several lives undone
Now that is what divorce is for
The Street told Donal primly
It's wrong for a man to womanize
before his wife so openly
Some good advice I give to you
who live in the world of faces
It is the type of tread a person has
leads to such bad consequences.
5
Donal Solipsist
Damned cold
beside the window
he sat up in his bed
& he said to himself
Donal he said
you're getting the thin end
of the wedge
The moon was grey
under the big tent
like a one spot dab of light
on the deserted stage
of a darkened theatre
Moon swimming in a mirror
& Donal sat in bed
thin DAMNED COLD he said
& WHITE
with a yellowed whiteness
very pale thin
swaying buds of sun against white
he was he said
COLD
6
While Washing Windows
When Donal worked as a window cleaner
equipped with a bucket and a bag of rags
he'd work awhile then stop and ponder
the streaks on the glass that were drying fast
Window cleaning work all poets should try
so many moments of calm to savor
visions of the innermost eye
As once when a stranger to her darkened room
he watched her brow against the pane
touch the streetlight's glow
Remembering how her silhouette
pressed sodium yellow to the brain
he'd squeeze his sponge for another wipe
then start to work again.
7
Candles
Black night studded by streetlights
streetlights running in chains
at a window pane a forehead touched
pressed despair into the brain
Eyes tilt down the running streets
streetlights like Cavafy's candles
candles for the years passing
and in the darkness no moon
Come let us do the arithmetic of cities
the counting of souls
male and female
with an abacus count two
A soul saved is one
a soul lost is zero
binary one and binary zero
alive is one dead is zero
Do you hear wind chimes tinkling?
ghosts are registering the dead
the dead silenced cells in your brain
cells that dissolve in sound
"Come on love
come round the corner
come and hug me
come and squeeze me
hold me tight
on the building site
Mind that shovel
mind the puddle
come on love
let's have a cuddle
Use that mug
that white tin mug
that lies there in the pool
See it's full of lifetime's sludge
swirl it round and read our future
aches and pains and useless drudge
oh throw it at the concrete mixer".
8
Said the Street
"You came back then
after all you said
about people who live here
being common ill bred"
Yes, I came back
Donal said,
and now I abhor
envious mean-spirited people I meet
"You came back then
but not to forgive
or to be one with us
not to live and let live"
Yes I came back
but to visit not stay
not to be one with you
feeling pinched every day
"Oh Donal dear Donal
for me you won't fall"
Your body of rubble
and muck municipal
"Oh Donal darling Donal
love your lover's lane
your old street loves you
lie down with her again"
He slipped into bed
eyes rimmed with red
soft his eyelids closing
watched the lamp shade
soar then glide
its movement hypnotizing
inhaled the anesthetic air of bed
his mind swam buoyant
blood bubbling with oxygen
the ceiling like a skin
opening it pores
& breathing in
9
Street:
Ah Donal dear, wait until you're a bit older
you'll find yourself a nice girl and settle down
you haven't been in love yet have you?
not really in love well go get yourself
a nice girl get married have children
Donal:
Nah nah wot I want is a mistress
so I can get IT regular
Street:
Ooh that's all you think about - bleeding sex
but I never get any of it DO I...you never give ME
anything DO YOU
Donal:
Wot! you want me to lie down give you
a bit of finger down the drain
'ere you are then how's that?
tickles you up a bit does it
garn you randy old bitch get your knees up
10
Pivot
Close your eyes
take convalescense
somewhere at summer solstice
a man may stand on his shadow
courage don't weep
though a million cells broken
the moon shines in puddles
there is water in the womb
*
Lens swivels
world spins
world turns over
sand drops down the glass
laughing knockabout tumbledown jest
in ramshackle kitchens of ramshackle rooms
while the wind shuddered once
windows trembled
the halflife of happiness halving itself
Hurry
*
At 9B, below footsteps in a street
in dark shadows of limitless recess
rafia matting fraying under bare feet
sitting at a table drunk to excess
writing poetry without great success
red lamplight in the windows of a door
melancholy guitar its strings caress
an urban wilderness bricks for the poor
*
Because mingled strands of our thoughts
rewound themselves to a slip knot
that lay easy
because words framed lies
cars collided in mid sentence
sounds queued up for the ear
and the ear ignored them
preferring a simpler vibration
of blood
because each day swallowed more
from the stock in the cellar
that may soon empty because of grapes
left un-plucked on the vine
because lovers made love
on creaking brass bedsteads
and by-product rubbers got thrown
into a cardboard box under the bed
rhat month may have been a record number of lies
11
Lines: Anti-Beckett
He who propels life forward to death
moaning by day and by night
to blind tides and deaf skies
pushing a wheelchair towards us
We hide from the knowledge in his eyes
for we want life to go on forever
and the sun to be always shining
and even if it rains
we want a rainbow
12
END
Stopping at the milestone
in Kent's dull dawn
looking back Donal
counted miles he had gone
no sign he had been
in those streets so long
Richard M Russell © Dick Russell
2025