Sunday, August 16, 2026

Look North
               About Turn

A Work in Progress 
144

Grandiose to think they’ll all be there waiting 
                                        where the stone pillar stands
Some may have traveled from far distant lands
They could be waiting there now
Standing in massed bands
                                  I’ve no obligation to go there
Before being cued off stage 
I’m playing my next part so they might take umbrage
                                             offering portage, a sort of STXIT
Where the stone pillar stands

I’m needed alive I don’t need portage
I’ve no need to hurry not eat my viands
  I’ve thrown in with brigands
My weight though negligible is nought if I’m dead
Alive I contribute my ligands

I’m going my way and not to the exit
There’s stuff to be done by our brigand band
We’re going off traveling to far distant lands
Taking this show on the road
That leads where the stone pillar stands


Dick Russell © Richard M Russell
                       2026

Thursday, August 13, 2026

Look North
           Into Light

A Work in Progress
143


Daylight came to awake him to a welcome ache
That old friend dating from a physical mistake
Likely something grasped then pulled out with muscles taut
On a cold spring morning when exercise was fraught
A left shoulder ache proving he was still alive
At a stage in his life when things start to jibe
As usual watchful he rose slowly to stand
Ever ready to steady with an outstretched hand
Though on land he might head butt a jibing boom
Swinging metaphorically bringing his doom
No need for spectacles with both cataracts gone
Looking past an island to a far horizon 
Increasingly confident he’ll travel overseas
Stepping towards sunlight slanting low through the trees


Dick Russell © Richard M Russell
                       2026

Saturday, August 8, 2026

Look North:
       Into Darkness

A Work in Progress
142


Dark space ahead 
recesses
if entered where exit

stone troughs out of wind
where eagles shudder

hard here
hands burn when stones touch
while wingbeats shatter cold air

out there   I will tell you
what moves   you
move   my words   infesting
your brain   echoes in your brain

Fire And Shadow

I have named each eye
& to left
and to right
                                     
cold now

trying to stop heat loss
seal in warmth
I speak words warm

named DUST  ASH
      CINDER
named ghosts
named terror
fear   friends   enemies
dwelt here

to her I gave
names that are secret
who walks over wet leaves
sodden twigs that still snap

lay half awake
a spasm shook me
liquid trickled from my anus
a kind of dysentery
if I turned in sleep
another spasm shook me

sweat on my forehead
exhausted as the wasp
with sagging abdomen
flesh I'm coupled to
crippled by

hollows in hard stone
gravel like millet

I reached out in the dark
she flinched
she went away

cold now
alone
who names these things
fatherless   childless

who hears
who moves
in this dark
who alive in this hole
where eagles shudder

no need to describe
the wind hits harder

stone troughs out of wind
where wingbeats shatter cold air

blind poet of the sacred
guide me out of the maelstrom
men moving in spheres
in songs of themselves
make me timeless
like bright flames blaze
in a black sky

I sang to you then 
of tree's qualities
of logs
of riverside raft making
of berries of blaze-making
all the virtues of wood
at midnight
sang songs of the sun

I have named
        DUST  ASH
        CINDER
named ghosts
named terror
fear   friends    enemies    dwelt here
 
time glides forward
its eyes on the dying
i have named

now they are gone 
wings beat patiently away

my bruised flesh
clings to the bone
broken by stones
by crawling through passageways
tunnels no higher than a dog's head

in these caves
ants acidify in droplets of carbon
tendrils of brain
in chambers of limestone

hard here
hands burn when stones touch
sting
like acid
in my eyes
tears
I crawl on

I cannot stay

timeless my songs
murmurs of oxygen

between waves
when the sea leans back
to rush forward

you are deep

you are silent

no flood of water 
can drag me back to you

born
gasping
still not free

brands blaze in the darkness
a long line of shapes
flames flickering in a chain
came to destroy me

resting in my dreams
of Earth turning
moon turning
sun falling
in shadow

bright flames in a chain
carried over the hills
there were thirteen

& the night mare
cantered to meet you

with words I held you
killed you 
with words

who alive now
who alive in this hole
here in my fastness
while the Earth still turning

you crawl on
you cannot stay

there are white stars
and beyond them 
a dawn   a brightness

there are black stars
and beyond them
an emptiness   an absence

we crawl on
into absence   emptiness

she stooped
lifted me
dripping 
wet to her breast
nursed me
cradled the Earth
in her arms
as it shivered
grew heavy
slipped
slid from her arms

& to left  
and to right
cold now

trying to stop heat loss
looking for warmth
looking for heat source
for food   for fuel
for creatures that move
I speak words warm

timeless my songs

murmurs of oxygen

but words won't warm me
nor stones
nor cold

I heard you when you moved
forever and ever
you moved to explain
& I heard you
buried you

Orion
had swung 
west


Dick Russell © Richard M Russell
                   2026

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