Seeing You Raga
like you I know of sonnet rules of rhyme
but now I make these sonnets as I please
hoping fragments of them may yet survive
transmission through what goes beyond
that cloud of information beyond that plug
that has its own heartbeat if it has one
going beyond the confines of our earth
out into space rippling on for light years
into our star system towards unknowns
knowing that others will read what I send
and they have a duty to comprehend
my meaning in case I’ve encrypted sense
in case I’m writing to those that rebel
who turn my nonsense into words that gel
when some readers stiffen with keen intent
it is my duty to enliven life
for I am an un-jammed radio ham
getting a message out that all is well
I can say no more gentlemen don’t tell
I can say much more but under duress
under inquisition and in distress
but that beautiful blue globe seen from space
has refugee migrations south to north
east to west crossing by land and by sea
changing direction where fences are built
adapting as species must to survive
when threatened by what is unspeakable
driven by fears incomprehensible
twenty-four bars of a raga I play
using all strings of a well tuned sitar
only in my mind my fingers won’t work
for intricate chord changes delicate
phrases restating questions never asked
my fingers less nimble my timing off
discordant thoughts tumbling out of sequence
wailing sitar pounding tabla on stage
where if I could play but only in my mind
because I cannot play sitar I can
pluck a good string and perhaps even improvise
what I’m needing what I’m pleading
what would be understood were meaning clear
what would propel forward if in first gear
then
there and then when
coexistence twined
our eyes engaging passing on the stairs
when I realized composing these lines
vines might climb together never be one
when we exchanged bright words for brief seconds
enough time to enthrall that morning when
a trout stirred for a naiad in the fronds
your image appealing to prime instinct
when I saw you in Springtime on those stairs
forever rising upwards till time’s end
kept en prise captivated held so still
put your fingers on your temples find it
where in memory we’ll always exist
a portal to paradise entered in bliss
there are two spaces we think we exist in
one not more sacred that world we live in
one in our brain an entire universe
put your fingers on your temples find it
that world in your brain Greek myths will explain
should you care to consider a box is a brain
in temples so holy all congregate
in awe of a finely carved wooden chest
never opened full of unnameables
circumscribed by wide band frequencies
in which a universe appears to expand
that box of all your temple’s treasures most
dear that box as big as a mind’s clear eye
answering all you can pose asking why
Turing’s machine conceived this universe
everything minus one might exist
non computable never imagined
just reading these words creates a new world
analyzable freshly imagined
choose your own stories and populate it
or reuse attic tales’ modern myth
make new legends where you are heroic
some force compels you to enact a play
absconding a person in a chariot
wherever Aphrodite beckons
escaping into enchanted gardens
for gods can mix with mortals we decree
in that world not sacred that world we see
Copyright © Dick Russell
Richard M Russell
2025